5.25.2009

when life gives you lemons.

Today is a bad day. You know how you get this restless feeling, like theirs a knot in your stomach that just won't untie. You get anxious about absolutely NOTHING, and you've got no idea why. Well I've been feeling like that for a couple weeks now. And now I know why.

Today I lost my job. Now in this economy that's bound to happen, but you never know how it feels until it happens to you. It sucks. It hurts. It makes you want to kick someones fucking ass. But then you take a step back, reevaluate some things, and keep it moving.

Life hasn't been giving me as many lemons as it use too. So I guess I'm due for this kick in the groin, but you know what. I refuse to lay down and feel horrible about myself. Life has given me lemons but like Atmosphere says...I'm about the pain the shit gold. Maybe this is the kick in the ass I needed to start making the name I want for myself. Maybe this is just what I needed to REALLY start working towards the type of life I want to lead. Maybe this is it....

4 comments:

  1. Everything is gonna work out! When one door shuts another door opens up. Imma be praying for u!

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  2. Look unto God who is able to do anything but fail..for He alone knows the plans He has for YOU. Look UP!!!Hold your head up..that job was not your source..GOD IS!!! Your everything!! Dara and I miss you much!!

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  3. that's a lot of passion right there. honestly I believe everything happens for a reason and you should never feel down about things because something better is bound to come your way. It may not be exactly when you want it to happen but it will happen when you least expect it. That might be the best surprise of all. I know things will work out for you. You're a smart girl, you have goals, and a good head on your shoulders...keep your head up and you'll be just fine! love ya, and miss ya!!
    -Suzi

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  4. aye..hold your head up...What doesnt kill you......

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