i'm ready for my life to begin.
i'm tired of feeling inadequate on so many levels.
i want to be happy.
when the fuck is all this shit going to finally happen.
when am i FINALLY going to be happy and know the path i want to be on. when am i going to stop being so scattered and torn about who i am and what i want. when the hell will i be content?
this is some bullshit on so many levels...